I am excited to share this healing meditation with you.  Just click on the link below: https://youtu.be/sLCkQPdw_lI

"Being FREE of the shackles that held me prisoner for over a decade is a feeling that I cannot put into words. To know I do not have to look over my shoulder or watch what I say brings me nothing but overwhelming joy. My house is now a home!!  I can be me all the time now!  It took me what feels like forever to get the courage to move forward and believe in myself. I did it at...

  Here is the latest on one of my clients.  She was in a decade long abusive relationship.  She has worked through so much, and this is her today: "I feel free. He is gone and the divorce will be final next week! Today would have been our 10th anniversary and I don't miss him at all. I never thought I would see this day. I see the world as it is now. No more denial and hiding from the...

"During the Reiki Fusion session, I was curled up in a ball. I realize that is symbolic for how I lived my whole life. I turned away from life and challenges and withdrew. I was passive and closed off. I was scared all the time, and I didn't even know what I was scared of. I never tried anything new. I was a machine, a steam engine: I just kept going without feeling. I was a shell, just making it...

Here is Carla, brave Carla as she finally sees the figure of her mother appear:   Suddenly I could see an image of my mother. It was a picture of her that I remember. Whenever I tried to imagine her face, I could never grasp her image. It would always flicker. This time I was able to see the image clearly. She was sitting on the floor, leaning back on our old couch. She was wearing a dark gray Mickie Mouse...

Here is Carla, brave Carla: “I just finished my latest Reiki Fusion experience with Cynthia. As usual, I figured nothing would happen and I would just be laying there, feeling silly. Almost as soon as I arrived, we went to the table. I was finally ready to face myself, the experience and possibly the faceless figure that I saw the last time. As soon as I laid down, I felt myself settling into the table. This was a good sign,...

"I am much calmer now. My Doctor told me I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and I realize I have had this most of my life. Since we did the Reiki Fusion session I feel calm in a new and different way. I have an almost universal faith that everything will go as it needs to go. My stress has dropped out of sight. I am amazed. I can just BE now in a way I couldn't before. It feels...

Here is an Australian Aboriginal approach to healing trauma that I find beautiful and so consistent with the Reiki Fusion approach that I have developed: Miriam-Rose Ungunmerr-Baumann "Aboriginal people passed on stories orally as they knew no writing. Listening to the story-teller was vital to reproduce the story accurately to the next generation of story-tellers. Deep listening describes the proce

"I just finished a Reiki Fusion  session with Cynthia. It was very tough for me. It surprised me with how quickly I began to see images within. It began with more of a feeling, like pure energy being held in a box. But then I saw swirly party ribbons with long white balloons that had bright flowers on them. They were all over the place and moving with the energy that I was feeling within. Cynthia asked me what else...

Are you dream walking?  Do you feel powerless, controlled by someone more powerful than you?  Do you want to wake up from this nightmare to the powerful person you really are?  Let me explain how I would like to approach this today: As a result of my near death experience I knew that I was Spirit  embodied.  (Please see You Tube:  Near death experience, Soul Journey channel by Cynthia M Chase and Subscribe

Here is Carla’s description of her experience of Reiki Fusion:   “Lying on my stomach, on the message table, I felt blocked. I felt like a brick with no way to ever break through. It was how I always felt, hopeless.   As the session started I felt like it was going to be a long silent moment. What if I didn’t have anything to say? What if I didn’t feel a thing? When Cynthia placed her hands on my feet, I...

There are many forms of abuse, that is, when one person hurts another causing pain, trauma and suffering.  Recently I have talked about adult relationships and how one party overpowers or bullies the other. Their partner unconsciously colludes with the abuser, sometimes unknowingly giving their own power to the bully. What happens when a child is overpowered (by nature the power valance is skewed since the child is dependent and th

New  you begin to see the true nature of the abusive relationship you have been in. Colored glasses off, the clarity is blinding. It is like flying above the devastation of an earthquake and fire. Down below is wreckage, vast stretches of ash and rubble.  The world you tried to create is gone.

I had to go deep. I look back at my own mother. Since I was born she hated my father and spewed venom on him, as they lived together in hate for their entire marriage. I saw the model of a 'marriage' as hateful, vindictive and contemptuous. I vowed I would never be like my mother, but here I am. Now that I know this, it has changed me.  I re-created my mother's life and I have a choice now...

I always knew it wasn't right. I ignored my knowing. Maybe he was just having a bad day, or he drank too much. He just lost his mother, or his ex-wife wasn't nice to him. I made excuses for everything he did. In the beginning it was coming from a loving and compassionate place. I am a loving Mom, so I took care of him, somebody else's kid. On a cellular level I knew there was something wrong with him,...